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Name: kelsey
Country: United States
State: Maryland
Metro: Harford County
Birthday: 5/14/1977
Gender: Female
Interests: i like ::art::, and artists like Amy Brown, Camille Rose Garcia, Dave Glass, and art from *evilcuppycake.com*, guys with [long] hair and the grungy or punk kids, tight pants ^_^ , going to shows, love playing my drums, i love [hello kitty]..with a passion, hanging with my freinds, DDR!, hanging out in the mall, starbucks, movies: clockwork orange, velvet goldmine, fear and loathing in las vegas, blow, slc punk, saburbia and i like alot of loud music, the bands that yell awhole lot of nonsense, bands like .. THE FIGHT!!,sex pistols, CHEAP SEX!, misfits, the briggs, the homewreckers, street brats, CLIT 45!, the virus, monster squad, the abuse, cab rats, adicts, a global threat!, NEW YORK REL-X!!! [pink floyd], ramones, assorted jellybeans, Scarling, *horrorpops*,Le Tigre!! ~the dresden dolls~, ::the sounds::, starlit*, tsunami bomb, nine inch nails, avenged sevenfold,murder by death, nirvana, led zeppelin, otep, *lacuna coil*, ..yeah you get the idea..
Expertise: fucking shit up..music..uh and of course drums<3
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message me
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Member Since:
10/21/2004
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| well i never thought i would be writing in this again..seeing that i hate writing in here but..i just got to say a few things. school is coming soon. woot...yeah.. all i have to say is..im gonna try and make this year different. i just now realize that i hated my 9th grade year. i hated how there was "drama" and some how i was stuck in the middle of it..and its just a waste of my time. and the same old people just piss me off cuz they cant grow up. i really dont want to hear all your little gossip cuz i have better things to do. so i dont want to hear about who she did or what she said or what he said.everyone needs to just shut the fuck up. i really..dont care. life is way to short for the whole high school drama-gossip shit. its bad enough i have to go to bel air. i also think that some people need to grow up and stop being immature. dont be rude and say mean things to others just because you have no life or cant get a girlfriend or boyfriend or cant get a piece of ass..like some people. except people for who they are. dont judge by looks but by personality. just grow the fuck up..your in god-damn high school. also this year im not gonna fool around like i did in the 9th grade. im gonna actually try and do my school work and get better grades..because im not gonna be a high school drop out a ruin my life and live at home with my parents and work at fastfood restaurant the rest of my life just cuz it was "cool" to get bad grades and not try in school. i actually want to get out of this town. as much as i hate bel air high..i have to make the best of it..so..fuck gossip..fuck drama..fuck the bitches from the other schools and their own dumb shit..fuck bel air high and the people in it..fuck me too(lol).. and everyone just needs to grow the fuck up and realize that we arnt in 9th grade anymore and move on..
SHOOT PEOPLE. NOT DOPE.
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| hmm..i dont really write in this anymore..nothing much to say these days. i realized i could be a bit more cheerful then i have been this summer..but nothing is gonna really change how i feel. so far this summer i've been torn apart and hurt more then ever..but im trying to move on..i really am. im just glad i have such great friends. i just wonder where it goes from here..but..i know things will get better again..i just know it.
im leaving for new york in a little over a week. my mom is giving me 200 dollars to spend it on anything while we are there and i might just get my tatoo down there. dont know yet. i might just wait until christmas..but im not quite sure yet.
well its almost 1 in the morning and i think i might go take my bath now since i dont take showers. lol im such a hippie. when i take baths..i just realize the weirdest things when i take a bath..like..i have a little bit of freckles on my hands, im finally tan, im naked in a thing of water lol, i need a haircut, i could lisen to the same song over and over again and never get tired of it, i dont really like tennis although i still take lessons, i still have this pinkish scar on my back from where they removed my skin cancer, i have this new found love for coldplay, my uncle mike is still a hippie, my mom just started getting a disease called fibromalgia, i have a picture of chris galante and me playing in a sand box when we were little ^_^ and its just the cutest thing ever lol and i also miss that kid alot, i talk to tj pretty much every day, i spend alot of time with emily and jen, chris left me for another girl, i still have a mad passion for hello kitty, im alone, i waste half of my time at pulse, i got stung by a bee in my arm today..and it hurts lol, i called tj's cell phone once drunk..and im still embarassed about that lol, im not religious and i never really will be..but i found a love for god, i rub my budda's belly alot for good luck..but i never seem to have any, i listen to the deftones alot while im in the tub, i watch movies like clockwork orange and requiem for a dream way too much and i take baths at the weirdest times..
like i said..i realize the strangest things when im taking my bath..but its a nice time to reflect on things..
i really dont think ill be writing much in this anymore..so if this is my last entry i would just like to say goodbye and ill leave one more cheers for you all..
cheers..
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.
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| well last night i went to julies to see julie and lindsay! well we watched hide and seek with julies brother jimmy then he took us out to 7-11 and then we went to the park to play and then just drove around for a while. we went by tj's house hoping he'd see us or hear us so he would come out but he didnt. i even called that beavis's cell phone but he still didnt pick up. jimmy is really funny when he drives cuz he goes up onto the curb and into people lawns and leaves tire marks everywhere and drives like hes drunk lol after that we went back to julies house and lindsay set up my voice mail finally lol and she has some queer message before you leave a voice mail with her talking about sluts lol we stayed like up until 5 in the morning then i needed some sleep to get up 10 in the morning to go to tennis x_X so i rolled out of bed and said goodbye to julie and now im home. dont have anything really set for the day..dont know what im doing..oh well..still had a fun night! ^_^
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| Im at mollie's house right now and mollie is on the phone with justin!
lol so im on the computer doing random stuff on the internet..as usual
and i was on emily's site and was inspired to get a j-rock band song on
my site ^_^ its Puffy AmiYumi! and the song is called planet tokyo
<3 enjoy!
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